4MaryH

Hi everyone, I will not be blogging for a while, and I haven’t been for about 2 months, I am trying to focus on putting my life together.  I have not been avoiding you,  I promise I will come back, I just don’t know when.

You all take care, and God Bless.

Love Mary

Tomarrow is my birthday, but we celebrated it on Saturday, and my Brother-in-laws on Sunday!!  Not too bad right.  UNTILLLLL  My husband and kids brought home the most increadable apple and carmel pie!!!  It was sooooo good.  That was my down fall this weekend.  I gained 2 pounds just from the pie over the weekend!!!  I did ok at the in law party.  But the pie got to me.  So becareful what you wish for,  I wanted a pumpkin pie, but got the apple/carmel one instead.  BUT my older daughter made me a pumpkin pie too!!!!  So,  I ate pie for lunch, snack and dinner!!  Not healthy, but good.  Now I have to get back on track AHHHH  no can do,  I didn’t eat all the pie!!!!!  So I had a peice of each for breakfast this morning.  Man do I need to get on my knees and do so heavy praying.  I should just tell my hubby to hid them and save them for themselves.  Which he does, so My challenge today is NO MORE PIE!!!!

Have a wonderful day everyone!!

Yes, this is religion, so please just pass me by, if you might be offended.  That truly isn’t my goal here.  In my life, I have pretty much had the Lord in my life.  Then through a bible study class on  “A Confidant Women”, I have learned, that I really wasn’t trusting in the Lord, because of the past that I have had.  I felt he let me down as a child, and I never really forgave him for that.  LOL  yeah, I can forgive the Lord too.  And thats ok.  So after many tears, and having voiced, this, and had it confirmed, that I wasn’t a bad person, That I am now able to let go, and live the life that the Lord has set out for me, not the one I thought I should be living.  There is a reason for my past, and I may get go know some of them, and I will not get to know some of them.   I am not the one in charge of my lifes path.  I go get to make choices, and its the choices that have gottem me to this weight that I am now.  I have tried to do it on my own, and I have failed every single time.  I have had my weigh losses, but I have gained them back, each and everytime.  This time, I am going to rely on the Lord.  I will look at it from his point of view, and not the little devil mans view.  (So it looks so good, and it taste so great!  have some!)  Instead, I will take it to the Lord!  My body is his temple, and I will take care of it as such!

Thanks for the ear everyone!  God bless and I will continue to let you know how its going.

Love Mary

Starting weight 232.  Height 5′11″   There it is.  Tomarrow is Sunday, The first day of the week, and my starting point for all my goals.

1.  Being persistant.

2. Complete EVERY thing I start.  No more quiting.

3.  Folling the schedule set up by me.

4.  Making a to do list.

5.  Being consistant in all areas of my life.  Family, work, church, gym etc.  all of it.

6.  Being respectful of myself.

7.  Do unexpected deeds unknowly for others.

8.  Sending out Birthday cards on time.

9.  Shop while things are on sale.

10.  Never give up on ME or the things I choose to do!